I am trying to decide if it is good or bad
That I've come to the point where I can't let the tears fall.
They used to come all the time
Now even when I know they are there I no longer let them go.
I wonder sometimes when I got to this place.
I wonder why, I wonder how
Crying inside is safer maybe.
Maybe if I let the tears go you'll know
I hurt and I'm sad and I'm so weak.
I guess I would rather cry alone,
Would rather hide it all inside.
Because they are my tears
And you don't understand and don't want to anyway.
